starving works.

Lying here hungry …

My whole body in pain …
Should probably eat something …
But I feel to ashamed …
Starting to shiver now …
Beginning to shake …
God how I love this …
How my body just aches …
Got up for some cold water …
Then to take a cold shower …
Remind myself that soon …

I’ll be a delicate flower …
Did 3 hours exercise …
But I must do some more …
Still got one pound to loose …
Like the pound I lost before …


Whoa, got a dizzy head rush …
Colors dancing all around me …
Like little tiny faerie angels …
Wanting to set me free …
Oh wow, I’m floating with them …
Going high up in the sky …
I finally made it! …

To the thinness that is I …